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Me room!!

Tryin out da phone bloggin

New amp!

the blue book

this was never meant to be happen..
or was it?
because i am starting all over again
to open a new chapter
whispering and convincing myself
to leave out the past, the memories
but i know this for sure
it had been so great
the times when i was so wrapped in you
when the sound of your name would tuned everything out
your looks blurred everything else
the presence of you filled me up
so i say, farewell my dear
i know i'm weak
and i always will be when it comes to you.
I'll just watch you grow in beauty
and let you go
hoping things might change
but now i'm lost
so lost and alone..
in darkness so dense
me, myself lost the truth
when the truth is the light
the light alone.

i died

looking back
as life decays
darkness was bright
and nights were days
why am i here?
what have i done?
i've lost everything when i have none.
the sadness sings and the darkness cries
the tunes won't let my future fly
i must have reached
my destined core
no future, no strength
no lights, no more
the past has been so fun so cool
standing still till my cup was full
now i look back with no regrets
coz regrets are nothing but to be sad
while waiting, wasting the time i own
i realised, i'm lost, and all alone
i finally found my long lost track
everything went dark and ended fast
as bells would ring and the candles would shine
i'm free but lost forever in times
the brightness fades and my future dies
i know, i've ended all the lies
your smiles your laughs, will fade as well
this thoughts, i know, will never dwell
with life, i say this lullaby
i know i'll never see you cry
when nothing lies infront of me
i'm free, yes, i'm finally free.

the lost doll

through it all
we'll face them
walking tall
wrapping it tight
though the covers will fade
as time will pass
and this time came
when lies will settle
but then i realise there's no cover
never had been one
just my fate
pure white fate
my wishes which lead me to this
looking back..
wishing..
the star i wish upon
will grant
some how my wishes again..
but now i'm lost..
in times
in memories
fading..
away..
i'm lost..

silent love

my my my,
the worst day is like the best day
excluding the fact that i'm inside there
where i'm suppose to be out
of the heat where everyone
failed to see the
miracle which i long to have
since i was young
where ever i went
it followed me
like the dust follow the pathways of the wind
dislikes and likes would mixed
forming a cloud of mist
wondering who i am
when everything went pass too fast..

bloh

the source of the light
with neverending stories
the sight of the might
raises the freedom within
which declared never been touched
pure silky thoughts
unwillingly destroyed
what ever you say
i will doubt
for the truth inside hurts
yet feels no pain
as bad as they look
but as good as they taste
the senses flee
from eternity
just to bring the soul
within me

The internet is for PORN!

internet is for porn
i repeat internet is for porn
so grab ur dick
and double click
for our awating sentuary that adorns
when u're done
and there's no more fun
zip up, enough cater
all gone? the next day ya?

~floating love~

even thou i noe
hiding won't make you disappear for long
i still can see myself
blockin the reality
which break me free from
this lifeless world
flying like a dead man's soul
leaving all behind
no fuzz
no regrets
pure life and rejoice
no pounding hearts
no flying tears
jus simply me...
the one who jus climb over
the walls of misery and pain
and won't return no more..
i promise

a journey without a profit

share the cries,
prepare for battles,
cry the pleasure,
wipe the fears,
chorus the vibes
never doubt a soul
what i must do
is to make it whole
instead i half
the troubles we pass
will leave the traces
of love behind you.

* lies *

lies..
lying across the shade
pink suit hanging out
sliding off the edge
into the waterfall
power of teamwork
portrays the
love of the young ones
puppets are trapped
in a bottomless pit
the purpose is to fist
the ultimate woman
changing that proud skull
for the sake of the planet
wimping and screaming
won't help the cowardly nerd
and when you are my budd
i'll wipe it

....

cover in blood
roses will shed
cry over pleasure,
treasure the existence,
infinite charm,
never will you fear,
the shadow of the unreal,
reveal the most wanted,
unmasking the destiny,
randomly connect,
chocolate sweet,
hunger strikes,
*you* my buddy,
whatever happen
that is.

toes

a young mind's heart,
so pure yet fragile,
harshly decieved
as he struggle through
the endless lies
yet he suffer
the life without days
only the night amazes him
ruling over his body
the painless torture
he withstands the fear
breaking within
the coldness went through his soul
froze by the hands of thoughts
playing his love
but the moment,
the truth crushes the reality
stroke to fake
make to believe
the innocence within him.

amazing lies

thumping heart
when lifeless scar
drifted into my body and my soul
leaving you is like a bread without a toast
while my heart is burning down into ashes
blood flowing like tea
words can't explain the pain and misery
far away, when the kingdom of peace and courtesy, collapse
falling over again and again...
but forever will my heart,
stand against my mind
i now can cope with the fact that
dreams do come true

breakfast without egg

life is the egg
it has the yolk, the white thingy and the shell..
even if it's half boiled
scrambled or raw..
it's not perfect..
life is never perfect

the new post from hell!!!!

yo yo yo... this is z to the aniel!!
wad's up wad's up yo>>>>
i don't think anyone's readin this newaiz.. so yah!!
be a man!! xD

exam's finally over!!

Feels great ain't it? when something you hate is finally over after doing it for a year.. mm.. now.. oh crap.. i'm gettin a piercing!! -_- again... and i heard it's gonna hurt me if i do it on the scar. you guys mite be wondering what i'm talkin about.. well it's like this, i got a piercing last april and stupidly enuff, didn't put it on for a long time.. well the skool don't want me to aniwaiz and now.. it's no use.. so i mite pierce it over the scar.. ^^ even thou i know it's gonna hurt like hell..

Hoggie's bell -_-

hoggie's fav bell :P

chime chime

yay eggie put the bell eventhough u cant really tell but thank uuu XD anyways they got this cool wind chime here : http://parts.kuru2jam.com/parts/wind_chime/index.html [i translate it in google =-=] i find it awshum *-* trying to find out how to put it here too mmmm

sharing good stuff..

GOOGLE Chrome Browser!


this good internet browser from google is actualli quite good... nothin to bug u, all simple and clean... jus sharin wit ya guys..and don't forget to try it out too!

the camp..

this camp is the main reason for the lateness of the trash book.. but don't blame it.. it's lotsa fun.. i swear.. oh.. i actualli got a video from it so yah... check it out

it's finally here!!

LOL guys.. i finally manage to upload the trash book.. and thx alot to u guys and hope u enjoy it.. and here are the links Part One and Part Two i'm sorry for the split files but can't help it.. it happens that way, and nothing i can do ^^

troubles

i just found out something...all your troubles become worthless one day...so why worrying? ok maybe you gain some experience from it..maybe not..still why worrying?..like for example my stupid laptop spacebar is glued sometimes..annoying to type..but im still using it somehow..although is troublesome..i dunno where im getting at now..bit tired and dont know what else to say..blaaaa



ps.i hope i wont have to wait a loooong time for that trash book below =/

trash book

i'm scanning this shit... the the trash book! which is an awesome diary of mine... it was written in 2006 when i was in grd-8 in crane... we got all the guys in the class in the book as they wrote down their feelings and thoughts about stuffs during some boring classes, which was nearly every class xcept fo P.E and stuffs of coz.. but still we even write some stuffs during our fun times..
we started the book on the skool trip to taung gyi.. it was the coolest thing ever happened to me.. newaiz.. after i scanned it.. i'll sure make it downloadable for you guys.. so that u guys become wiser.. for sure.. newaiz.. takecare and yah... i'm starting the scanning..

meh.

i miss u lil blog trash ! xDDD ahem ya sorry was lazy to check this =S well nothings new with life..people dont bother posting here..oh i got new ppl..i mean chatted with new ppl so i might ask them...apaaart from that uhh one piece rocks? should we post latest animes with subs? o_O anyone interested in animes? or manga? mmm mangas stilll confusing to read for me =-=;; oh and another thing if you wanna edit some photos u can download the picasa from google..its pretty cool..i just found out bout it =-=;; soo yaa and umm if u wanna see some of my photos u can see them here : sleepyflyingpiggy.deviantart.com heh ^^;; and issnt the mutton cute? upside down. meh.

yah..

Making a blog is not an easy job as u all noe.. i hav to recruit people... and tell them to visit this site coz i noe.. this site hav no good things to do ... so yah.. plz if u're a visitor... tell me wat u want on the chat thingy and i'll try to do it.. O_O

so is this blog dead or what -_- anyways wanted to update this blog while watching this guy getting his nails pulled off x.x so good news : saw a flattened pigeon on a tram railway or whatever u call it..i didnt had my camera though =/ so ya thats the good news o_O...annnd umm the earth is in flame. o.o so yeh thats it for now please post something here T_T

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in case u wanna noe who zaniel is.. i put up a pic of me self... nth's much up today.. buh i'm writing a song... oh yah!! a song.. and as i'm writing this post, i'm hummin to that sweet song i wrote and u guys should write one too... it jus make u so .. ermm cherishing... fills ur fantasy.. and yah.. pleasuring .. so yah.. write a song and live a good life.. thx ^_^