why chasing flies

mmm so im a flying hog now ._. anyways..so life..the so called confusing life..i mean sometimes u wonder why ur still living to have all these probs or living with no purpose no aim..or why u r here and not where u want to be..why stuck here wasting ur time..then whats next..where u gonna be stuck next..whatll happen to u..when will things start to change..what if i give up..whatll happen to them..whatll happen if im not there..will there be any difference...although ull be forgotten one day ._. but in the end ull just have to live on this boring life..waiting for something to change..while chasing flies.....o____O